A NOT SO GREAT ESCAPE..

Things happen in life, sorrow, pain, burden, things you are not aware that could change your life in an instant.

Suicide. Some people think that taking away these grief and sorrow is the hardest thing that could happen...not looking through the other half of the coin. They ask why they have to pass through these things that would make their life miserable. They are full of questions that they end up taking away the single most valuable thing they have. Their life... think, pray and listen. These are the things that we should remember when going through times of troubles. A point in time when we end-up down, lonely and miserable. We think: “why did this happened?” God will never put you in a situation that you cannot handle. We pray: “Lord, please help me see the purpose of this test, please give me the strength to move on and succeed in this trial you have bestowed upon me...” like a father to a child, he allows certain things to happen and to be experienced by its son. But he would be there to guide and assist whenever needed help. And Listen: God is trying to tell you something, He is teaching you certain things that you cannot learn or understand in times of joy or laughter, "letting a child to be bruised in tough games is like teaching him to be strong in times of hardship".

Life is a gift from God that we need to cherish. It is not ours to give up or destroy...

why?

The world is such a bitter place to live in. A place where you can feel all the hatred of mankind. A place where all are grasping for air and being devoured by its own wrath. I pity mankind, I pity us... we are the creatures chosen to protect this scoured land, to make sure that it is to be at peace and be in order. But what do we do? We pull each other down, down to the ground. We pull ourselves down to and kiss the dirt of this world were we as man came from. Just dust in the eyes of who is up above. Do we have the right? Instead of being the shepherd of this world, we act as a virus of this land; we consume but do not replace what we devoured.

Life...

Life is like a world enclosed in a bottle. Trapped within walls of glass where you can see the life of others. Trying to reach-out, trying to meddle with their lives. We try to tap the glass or open the lid of their lives. Chances are we pour our lives within their bottle or rather break and shatter the glass and completely annihilate and destroy their very lives. The glass of bottle is like a symbol of our ego. Vulnerable to every threat of man-kinds wrath. Waiting to be destroyed, damaged, shattered and cracked by people whom we hardly know.~"with my own words" budjett"

people...

There are people in this world that tries to fit in, tries to be part of the big picture, they are those who bring chaos to the land. They are the ones who alter the balance of mankind...but why? Aren’t we all deviant in this world? Can’t we notice that Clothing lines being purchased by some just to be part of the lesser deviant? Food being prepared and eaten by those who are said rich? Jokes or movies conceptualized by people in the said "money making industry"? Those who can’t see the deviance in those thongs are blinded by their own ego and personal interests. Not having their own likeness or originality.Are you blinded? Can’t you see that all of these trendsetters are considered deviant? Clothing lines made by these famous designers who are being teased as gays and homosexuals are still being sold out to hundreds even thousands of people; Food being made and prepared by chefs that are loners during their childhood days. Even the so called hot shots of Hollywood the make films making hundreds of thousands of dollars per movie are nerds and weirdo during their high school and elementary days.Now tell me, why do we have to fit in? Who set the trends? Do you want to be part of the trendsetters? Or be part of the other half that tries so hard to be named as so called “NORMAL”.

SIDE COMMENTS:
railings,railings,railings... buong metro manila may railings at harang! "d2 po ang tamang sakayan" pero nakalagay sa walang waiting shed! tapos sa may waiting shed bawala mag abang ng sasakyan at bawal bumaba...tsk tsk tsk.. ang labo.

My First and Not so Special Day...


this is the first day i blogged... im not quite familiar with the whole thingy.. so please.. bear with me

my special day turns out to ba a very boring day...it started when i got of my bed this morning... i dont know if its me, but this day is a slow moving, boring, sleepy, crappy day for me... i just wish this day wont end this way...

to make this entry look like a long one:
"Sitting here in this quiet place, I try to wrestle with this feeling inside, this numbness within that draws me near the darkness of night. I can sense my heart being pierced with something sharp and heavy. Each time I breathe seems to be the last. Listening to the music that crawls through my head, that’s been asking me to focus on every word he says. But what I don’t understand is what does this have to do with everything I feel? Is this guilt, shame and or conscience? Does the body suffer because of what we think? I suppose these are the questions that need not to be asked but really needs enlightenment on us… the question that only we can answer… ~"with my own words" budjett"